"18 Days" lyrics

It's been eighteen days
Since I'd look at myself
I don't wanna have to change
If I don't then no one will
Is it my state of mind?
Or is it just everything else?
I don't wanna have to be here
I don't understand it now

'Cause it's been eighteen days
Since I first held you
But, to me, it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I'm trying hard to re-arrange
Some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's another eighteen days
Without you

Time after time
I've been through this
You show me what it means to live
You give me hope when I was hopeless
As my days fade to night
I remember that state of mind
I'm soaring straight into your heart
And I'll fly high

'Cause it's been eighteen days
Since I first held you
But, to me, it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I'm trying hard to re-arrange
Some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's another eighteen days
Without you

And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end?
But I'll fight this time
So that we might
Have a chance at this

It's been eighteen days
Since I'd look at myself
I don't wanna have to change
If I don't then no one will

'Cause it's been too many days
Since I first held you
But, to me, it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime
I'm trying hard to re-arrange
Some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's just too many days
Without you

And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end?
But I'll fight this time
So that we might
Have a chance at this