"dreams of who i once was" lyrics
(feat. shlumpy)
[comehelpglo:]
You will scream all these things that you do not mean
Rollin' up dope, take a puff when I fiend
I used to eat xans and I used to sip lean
To be honest, I miss the shit, I can't breathe
And I can't see, and I can't sleep
My mouth been numb from the coke in my teeth
My pants been saggin' from bands in my jeans
I lost myself, then found who I'll be
Recap, then relapse
Take a line of that blow, I can't relax
What you mean that you're leavin'? Don't say that
Fuck you mean that you hate me? You don't mean that
And I don't know what I would do if you decided to go
So many people left, so leave me alone
I call your phone and I hear a tone
I understand, baby, that you're movin' on
[shlumpy:]
I've been gone too long, I might not come back
See the look up in your face, see you're holdin' back
[?] every single lie that you told me, yeah
I don't know why you even try, I'm a hopeless wreck
I get lost into your eyes, don't you notice that?
Got my name up on the bullet I'm loadin in
You can say it's fuck [?], never told you, bitch
'Cause I been cryin' out your name on the low, but, yeah, yeah
And nothing gonna change, I did my best, but I still feel blank
Fallin' into depths with a hole in my brain
Thoughts eat me alive while I try to stay sane
All the tears I've cried, all the highs I've chased
Memories dyin', so memories stray
On my death bed, I'ma see your face
I'ma look into the sky, I ain't feelin' any grace
You will scream all these things that you do not mean
Rollin' up dope, take a puff when I fiend
I used to eat xans and I used to sip lean
To be honest, I miss the shit, I can't breathe
And I can't see, and I can't sleep
My mouth been numb from the coke in my teeth
My pants been saggin' from bands in my jeans
I lost myself, then found who I'll be
Recap, then relapse
Take a line of that blow, I can't relax
What you mean that you're leavin'? Don't say that
Fuck you mean that you hate me? You don't mean that
And I don't know what I would do if you decided to go
So many people left, so leave me alone
I call your phone and I hear a tone
I understand, baby, that you're movin' on
[shlumpy:]
I've been gone too long, I might not come back
See the look up in your face, see you're holdin' back
[?] every single lie that you told me, yeah
I don't know why you even try, I'm a hopeless wreck
I get lost into your eyes, don't you notice that?
Got my name up on the bullet I'm loadin in
You can say it's fuck [?], never told you, bitch
'Cause I been cryin' out your name on the low, but, yeah, yeah
And nothing gonna change, I did my best, but I still feel blank
Fallin' into depths with a hole in my brain
Thoughts eat me alive while I try to stay sane
All the tears I've cried, all the highs I've chased
Memories dyin', so memories stray
On my death bed, I'ma see your face
I'ma look into the sky, I ain't feelin' any grace
