"everyone left when i went to rehab" lyrics

I've said too many things that I don't mean
I don't wanna go to Hell, but I've been stuck in-between
God tellin' me that I gotta do this
My mind is ruthless
My heart been broke, I've been through it
Curse from the dirt, but I swear I've been worse
My mom's on dope, but she always put me first
I don't wanna hear you cry, I don't wanna hear your words
I'ma be one of the greatest and I hope that you heard

That I'm straight out the dungeon, I'm something they've never seen
White boy, white trash, picking bugs up off my jeans
Cop a ounce, get the bread, then I'll split it with the team
Me and Jay was fuckin' broke, daydream another dream
Everybody used to tell me that I could be big
So I chase this shit, don't wanna live like this
Heat the house up with the stove, we all sharing one dish
Get a couple fuckin' dollars, then I'll spend it on some cigs

I've said too many things that I don't mean
I don't wanna go to Hell, but I've been stuck in-between
God tellin' me that I gotta do this
My mind is ruthless
My heart been broke, I've been through it
Curse from the dirt, but I swear I've been worse
My mom's on dope, but she always put me first
I don't wanna hear you cry, I don't wanna hear your words
I'ma be one of the greatest and I hope that you heard