"~HEARTSHAPEDDRUGS~" lyrics

I love you

I can't seem- I can't seem to let it go
I can't seem- I can't seem to let it go
Put a fracture in my spine and wasted so much of time
Say you love me, know you lyin'
Swear your words make me so blind
But fuck it, I guess I'm cursed
I hope that you fuckin' hurt
I'm faded, I'm fuckin' turnt
This ecstasy fuckin' works
I got xans, fuck the fans, I just wanna be okay
I got shit inside my cup that make your vision fade away
'Cause I've been too high to realize that you had finally left
In my grave, I'm still smokin,' I'm fuckin up my chest
There's no hope, take away my breath
These slugs lay me to rest
Hold up baby, why'd you leave?
What did you not see in me?
Swear to God that I fall off every time the leaves fall off the trees
I plant the roots for them to grow, I plant the roots for them to see

I'm too faded, I hate it, I'm overrated and basic
That boy that came out the basement
I swear my chest is so vacant
Like why you so complicated?
Like why'd you lie straight to my face and laugh about that shit later
I got so many prescriptions
I fell in love with narcotics
I pop a pill and start noddin'
I swear I don't see the problem
Like hold up, what's up this cup?
Take a sip then fall in love
I got heart-shaped drugs
I got heart-shaped drugs