"whatever....heres my list of regrets" lyrics

'Cause I've been deep in my head
So here's my list of regrets
It's filled with shit that I cannot forget
'Cause I've been deep in my head
So here's my list of regrets
It's filled with shit that I cannot forget

Like, look at me, I hate myself
Made my bed, my cage a hell
Baby, I hope that you know that rehab didn't fucking help
Xanny bars and crashing cars, I think I went too far this time
I put weed in my cigars, let's take a walk 'cause we got time
I still see your eyes at night and I still hear your cries inside my mind
Maybe baby's traumatized, is that why your decisions' blind?
You saw the scars inside my heart, I knew I would tear you apart
I wish you saw it from the start, I saw the sign up in the stars

Overdose and over cope and over croaking
Lately feels like I've been chosen, lately feels like I've been frozen
What's the point in living when you're hopeless?
Lately feels like I've been fuckin' broken
Hearts are shattered when them words are spoken
I apologize, I hope you know it