"whats that noise?" lyrics

I get déjà vu of you inside my room, can't wait until I'm in my tomb
I put my head inside of the depths of Hell, I lied again

No one's there, ain't got no friends
The darkness it starts to blend in with everything I ever knew
Swear that you're what I'm missing
My kidneys leaking from slipping
I think I've fucked my decisions
I know damn well I'm not perfect, but I know I don't deserve this
Like what's the purpose of hurting? I'm done
Dirty 30s weren't working, I close the curtains, I'm worthless
I swear my body is so numb

Believe in the words I say
Please answer up this fucking call, I'm rotting deep in my grave
Every day is the same
I'm waking up in sorrow, hope for no tomorrow, let's pray

I get déjà vu of you inside my room, can't wait until I'm in my tomb
I put my head inside of the depths of Hell, I lied again