"Everything's Alright" lyrics

Look into the mirror and I don't know what to do
Momma telling me come here to show me what's on the news
A kid of 9 years was hiding away the truth
From their parents it appears that he was bullied at school
They found him in his room hanging up from the ceilin'
Momma told me Rodger you better tell me jus' how feelin'
I laughed momma you don't have to worry 'bout a thang
Gave a kiss, called my bus and I cried along the way
I was getting picked on in the lunch line
All my friends ate mine never touched mine
While my girls fuckin' 'round with another guy
Dark thoughts started weighing on my young mind
But I ain't never been the type to go and unwind
So if you ask my reply is "I'm fine"
Until I get home my mind doesn't comply
I just lie in my bed and just lie in my head

Everything's alright
No sleepin, it replays all night
No eating, only take small bites
No speaking, keep my jaw locked tight
Momma asking, "Everything alright"
I smile, "Everything's alright
I promise everything's alright, everything's alright"

Yeah I'm fine
Everything's alright
Yeah everything's alright
Don't worry about it
It's all good
Yeah

I've tried and I've tried and ion think I can do it
Only thing by my side is my momma and music
And I know that she gone cry, maybe never get through it
But that don't wanna be alive and death is telling me prove it
Bullies telling me do it, teachers thinking I'm stupid
My nightmares turn to dreams, and get more lucid and lucid
Feel like a waste of a human, my friends find it amusing
So I just hope they get a laugh at what I'm 'bout to go thru with
Open the drawer and find
A boxcutter and slide it down my wrist
And let the blood run and spill of the sides
I scream and I cry cause yes it hurts to die
But I can slowly feel the pain make its way out my mind
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you guys
Wasn't strong enough to fight the pain so I'm saying goodbye
As my life subsides, I close my eyes
And just lie in my bed, and just lie in my head

Everything's alright
No sleepin, it replays all night
No eating, only take small bites
No speaking, keep my jaw locked tight
Momma asking, "Everything alright"
I smile, "Everything's alright
I promise everything's alright, everything's alright"

Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright
Everything's alright