"cheap love" lyrics

I wake up again with someone else in my bed
Although I'm dazed and confused I feel a ghost in my room
Is it all in my head? Was it only a friend?
Or is it more in the end?

I'm going through it again
I don't know if it's real or it's fake
Was it always pretend?
I feel deader the cheaper the love

But I keep going back to the same old tricks
To make me feel good for a little bit
But then I'm back feeling like life is shit
And I'm lonely as fuck in a ditch waiting for them to want me

Is it self-hate, cheap love?
There's no peace when in pieces
Well played demons
Don't take me till the beat's up
They'll take me when the beat's up
We'll take aim at the ones meant to save us
Is it soulmates
Or is it cheap love?

Ooh, is it cheap love?
Ooh, it's a deep cut
Ooh, you got me on one
Another wrong one to toss in my collection

Are you an option or an auction?
Are you a princess or an object?
She wet like faucet, empty my pockets
Moving in slow, she sucking my dick
Heart in a locket, tell me your process
Can we make progress?

I got coffins, I got demons, I got boxes yeah
I got cheap love on speed dial like toxins yeah
We got spotted out in Hollywood right on the strip
Are we real or just faking?

Is it self-hate, cheap love?
There's no peace when in pieces
Well played demons
Don't take me till the beat's up
They'll take me when the beat's up
We'll take aim at the ones meant to save us
Is it soulmates
Or is it cheap love?