"nightchild" lyrics

[cøzybøy:]
When I was young I hated drama
I never wanted to get caught up
I built these walls like I'm a martyr
It's just the way that I was brought up, yea
Ain't even talking to my mama, yea
Cuz cuz I been going through some trauma, yea
I got this shit all on my conscience
I got this blood all on my collar

[Thomas Reid:]
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
I'm alone in this city until the end

[cøzybøy:]
I know it's been two months I need to call her
But I'm afraid of what she'll say so I don't bother
I know she crying and my sister tryna calm her
Sometimes I really wish I had a father
Now all this karma got me feeling six deep
I'm twenty six I really need a six speed
Something that'll really fucking fix me
Cuz I been on my own since I was sixteen

My auntie tell me I should feel accomplished
But I'm so out of touch I wanna call quits
And I need dramamine cuz I been falling
Emotion sickness seeping in my stomach

[Thomas Reid:]
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
I'm alone in this city until the end

[cøzybøy:]
I'm tryna find myself
I'm scared I'll let you down
It kept me up all night
I wanna make things right

[Thomas Reid:]
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
I'm alone in this city until the end

[cøzybøy:]
Swear if I ever have a daughter
She will always know her father
And if I ever have a son, yea
I'ma teach him how to love and never falter