"The Day I Got Lost Again" lyrics

Well I'll carry the weight of everyone
And all of the things I left undone
'Til the fires that took away Portland's sun
Were breaking at last, then finally passed
And showed me where I need to be

It's all so familiar
Except the road back, but then
Guess that was my intent?
The day I got lost again
And you could find me if you wanted to
But I'll drive you back around the bend
Looking for a dead end
The day I got lost again

Head down, where eyes won't meet them
Back and forth, without reason
Like a ghost that's haunting Glisan
Reminded me of me
And what I used to be
And maybe I could be again

It's all so familiar
Except the road back, but then
Guess that was my intent?
The day I got lost again
And you could find me if you wanted to
But I'll drive you back around the bend
Better than a dead end
Today I got lost again