"Yellow Venus" lyrics

Yellow Venus
I just can't do it

Yellow Venus
And all the places you will go
I found a reason
To try and leave my home
But across the ocean
I hang the phone up, let you go
Never really

Said with feeling
All the words that I had spoke
Became nothing
More than a promise I had broke
Now that I'm older
It feels like just a cruel joke
To say I'm sorry

Just like we watched the flowers wilt
You can make your choice and stand by it
Or run away and feel like shit

In a clearing
Of a place I used to go
I determined
To try and leave my home
But across the ocean
I hang the phone up, let you go
Never really
Never really
Never really