"Somedays" lyrics

Some days I feel like dying
Like what's the point in trying
To act like I'm happy when I'm —
Shut the fuck up (shhh)
Don't say shit like that
You gonna manifest it bad (I don't give a fuck)
(Okay) I got venom in my blood, and I'm dancing with the serpents
This bourbon in my cup got me speaking in cursive
Used to give a fuck til I realized it was worthless
If I'm fucked regardless I might as well emburce it
I mean embrace it
Just fucking face it
My third eye been blurry I need some lasik
I need a crystal bitch to come heal me
Align my chakra up so she can heal me
I guess
Some shit like that I don't know

I still hot shot drugs in my body to get me higher
I wonder why I feel the need to always be off of something
What am I running from
What am I running from