"DEMONZ" lyrics
Kvng Moses, C-Lance & Crypt Lyrics
I have some demons and I can't escape em
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with 'em, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(Goin' on in my head, yeah)
And I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Goin' on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons
I got some demons
I try to keep them from seepin
They sleepin
My wrath got me tweakin
I act without thinkin
Get mad for no reason
If they want smoke
Then I'm practically steaming
I got a problem my mental is fucked
I go missing for months when I'm livid
I'm different
I'm hittin em up
I ain't givin you love
I'ma give you these hands cause I don't give a fuck
Man living was rough
I witnessed trauma that shit really molded me
Fucked up the older me
I was like 2 when my father had ghosted me
Only was 5 when my stepdad was over me
Beatin my mom punchin her in her ovaries
I was just 7 when I witnessed murder
And I never told, but I swear that had broken me
I was round 8 when that anger got hold of me
I'm so gone
And nobody else was really down for me, it's whatever I'ma clap back
I'm so gone, yeah
Been tryna find peace in the money, stashin paper like a backpack
I'm so gone
When I made it niggas actin funny bout my cheddar, that's a rat trap
Too far gone
Come around here lookin for me that's a setup you get brrraatt brrraatt
From havin no lovin to findin success cause I'm stubborn
They say It's wrong I don't talk to my loved ones
But fuck that I'm not lettin go of these grudges
All these abrasions had steep repercussions
I wasn't gang but the streets had me plugged in
We witnessed thangs it was me and my cousins
I thank my angels from keepin me from it
These demons are something
I have some demons and I can't escape em
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with 'em, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(Goin' on in my head, yeah)
And I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Goin' on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons
I got some demons waiting to escape
I don't know how much longer I can hold 'em at bay
Hair singed on my arms cause I'm close to the flames
Being dragged down by the souls sold for the fame
But I'm used to the pain
Use it as as aim
Use it as gain
Using it as a tool when I move in the game
Who's in my way?
Who's gonna pay?
You when I spray
Cock back, shoot
Duce duce to my brain like
It's pointless to try to keep hiding from demons
It seems every time that I've tried it they found me
Like trying to speak but not making a sound
It's like climbing a hill that's inside of a valley
Damn!
Demons have found them a home that's inside of my head
And I cannot escape they surround me
They putting me down
When I'm getting back up
When I hide
They be hunting me down like a bounty
Damn!
They got their eyes on me
No matter what I do they put the fire on me
I try to repent
But when I face 'em again
I give in and then sin
Arises slowly
They desire to own me
I know I can't stop it
Sending me to hell in high speed rocket
Chasing these dollars has got me locked in
To awful thoughts
I call that a false profit
I got these demons all around
I can feel it in the air
And I don't know where I'm going
But I hope they're not there
I need sign from above
Before I'm giving it up
I can't keep feeling how I'm feeling
Cause this feelings unfair
I have some demons and I can't escape em
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with 'em, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(Goin' on in my head, yeah)
And I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Goin' on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with 'em, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(Goin' on in my head, yeah)
And I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Goin' on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons
I got some demons
I try to keep them from seepin
They sleepin
My wrath got me tweakin
I act without thinkin
Get mad for no reason
If they want smoke
Then I'm practically steaming
I got a problem my mental is fucked
I go missing for months when I'm livid
I'm different
I'm hittin em up
I ain't givin you love
I'ma give you these hands cause I don't give a fuck
Man living was rough
I witnessed trauma that shit really molded me
Fucked up the older me
I was like 2 when my father had ghosted me
Only was 5 when my stepdad was over me
Beatin my mom punchin her in her ovaries
I was just 7 when I witnessed murder
And I never told, but I swear that had broken me
I was round 8 when that anger got hold of me
I'm so gone
And nobody else was really down for me, it's whatever I'ma clap back
I'm so gone, yeah
Been tryna find peace in the money, stashin paper like a backpack
I'm so gone
When I made it niggas actin funny bout my cheddar, that's a rat trap
Too far gone
Come around here lookin for me that's a setup you get brrraatt brrraatt
From havin no lovin to findin success cause I'm stubborn
They say It's wrong I don't talk to my loved ones
But fuck that I'm not lettin go of these grudges
All these abrasions had steep repercussions
I wasn't gang but the streets had me plugged in
We witnessed thangs it was me and my cousins
I thank my angels from keepin me from it
These demons are something
I have some demons and I can't escape em
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with 'em, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(Goin' on in my head, yeah)
And I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Goin' on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons
I got some demons waiting to escape
I don't know how much longer I can hold 'em at bay
Hair singed on my arms cause I'm close to the flames
Being dragged down by the souls sold for the fame
But I'm used to the pain
Use it as as aim
Use it as gain
Using it as a tool when I move in the game
Who's in my way?
Who's gonna pay?
You when I spray
Cock back, shoot
Duce duce to my brain like
It's pointless to try to keep hiding from demons
It seems every time that I've tried it they found me
Like trying to speak but not making a sound
It's like climbing a hill that's inside of a valley
Damn!
Demons have found them a home that's inside of my head
And I cannot escape they surround me
They putting me down
When I'm getting back up
When I hide
They be hunting me down like a bounty
Damn!
They got their eyes on me
No matter what I do they put the fire on me
I try to repent
But when I face 'em again
I give in and then sin
Arises slowly
They desire to own me
I know I can't stop it
Sending me to hell in high speed rocket
Chasing these dollars has got me locked in
To awful thoughts
I call that a false profit
I got these demons all around
I can feel it in the air
And I don't know where I'm going
But I hope they're not there
I need sign from above
Before I'm giving it up
I can't keep feeling how I'm feeling
Cause this feelings unfair
I have some demons and I can't escape em
(I can't escape them, no)
I did some things that I wasn't okay with
(Wasn't okay with 'em, no)
I been so bothered to where I can't fake it
I can't explain it
I'm feelin jaded
Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing
Bitch I'm amazing
But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I don't really know what's goin on in my head
(Goin' on in my head, yeah)
And I don't know what's really real or what's in my head
(Goin' on in my head)
Why is everybody tryna get in my head?
Stay away from me, I got demons
