"Dramamine" lyrics

I've been wavy so long, girl, I'm seasick

Is it just me?
Does it mess you up that you trust me?
When we both know I've been ugly
I don't get it
I don't get it
Why you love me
But it must be
The reason that I'm dealing with my past
All the trauma in my backstory
I don't always know how I'm 'a beat it
So I cap for it
And you feel that fire, don't you?
When I lave you wide open
Why would you ever ride for me? I don't mind

But I know
I know what you're thinking
You think there's a place
A place for you and me
But you're just Dramamine
Something I can take when I can't take it feeling queasy
I know it ain't right of me
To use you like Dramamine

I remember independent living
I was standing on my two feet
You and me together
I was never moving loosely
Most of the time I was OK
Most of the time I would have prayed
Every time I was afraid
I wouldn't even have relayed
I know that I changed and I know that you deserve more
Let me find me again for us
I'm 'a work for it
I know my value and I know your worth
I could see you walking through the fire with me even when we know it burns

I've been wavy so long, girl, I'm seasick
Chase your love like a pill Dramamine
Place you up on the shelf 'til I need it

Keep your secret 'cause I got someone back at home but I'm lonely
Make me feel good, take it off, put it on me
You were so good
I said, "No doubt you're the one"
Then we don't speak
Then we don't speak

But I know
I know what you're thinking
You think there's a place
A place for you and me
But you're just Dramamine
Something I can take when I can't take it feeling queasy
I know it ain't right of me
To use you like Dramamine

I've been wavy so long, girl, I'm seasick
I've been wavy so long, girl, I'm seasick
I've been wavy so long, girl, I'm seasick
I chase your love like a pill Dramamine
The place you love on the shelf 'til I need it