"HOW" lyrics
I've lost friends
And lovers
I won't pretend
Like I've got it all
Like I've got it all so figured out
I figured out that I was someone that I thought I wasn't
I made a mess and now I'm cleaning it up by the dozen
I get so terrified that I'll just end up being nothing
But there's a part of me that knows that all I need is loving
How do you do that?
Cuz I can't
Do what I need to do and stick to the plan
So tell me how do you do that?
Is it wrong?
To wish that I did but know I'll never belong?
How did I do that?
In my head
I feel like I'm the only one still sad
But you already knew that
And I swear
I'm trying to be better but it's always there
How did I do that?
How did I do that?
And lovers
I won't pretend
Like I've got it all
Like I've got it all so figured out
I figured out that I was someone that I thought I wasn't
I made a mess and now I'm cleaning it up by the dozen
I get so terrified that I'll just end up being nothing
But there's a part of me that knows that all I need is loving
How do you do that?
Cuz I can't
Do what I need to do and stick to the plan
So tell me how do you do that?
Is it wrong?
To wish that I did but know I'll never belong?
How did I do that?
In my head
I feel like I'm the only one still sad
But you already knew that
And I swear
I'm trying to be better but it's always there
How did I do that?
How did I do that?
