"Like I Used To" lyrics

(I still...
I still feel you around me)

I still feel you around me
Haunting me like you used to
You're still thinking about me
But I can't feel like I used to

Isn't it funny how time can erase these feelings
And make you feel like you wanna stay awake and kill it
I'm not escaping, I don't need to, I don't need you
Not anymore, go ahead and make me the villain
I ain't your puppet on a string, hope you're happy, we're good
I ain't bitter, I'm only taking back what I should
Cuz if it's me versus me, there is never an alternative
I wouldn't call it suicidal love, but it was murderous (Come on)

I still feel you around me
Haunting me like you used to
You're still thinking about me
But I can't feel like I used to

I'm way too tired to fight back
You got me under pressure and you're hoping I might crack
But I don't feel the same as I used to
And even if I did, it ain't the same as it used to be
Cuz you just want a part in my story
And I ain't gonna let you have it, that was the old me
There's nothing that could make me forget
The way you took a hold of my focus, I noticed

I still feel you around me
Haunting me like you used to
You're still thinking about me
But I can't feel like I used to