"Last Song" lyrics

Hi, how are you these days?
Everything seems sort of crazed
I feel so lazy I could cry
I feel like I could lay down and die

And I feel like my life is already gone
It seems so hard just to get it on
So I think I'll cry just for fun
Though I fail

I love you all but I hate myself
There doesn't seem to be anyone who can help
Everything has turned out bad
I'm so sad

Why do you think I'll never give up?
Drinking from my broken cup
Although I'll never get enough
I'll never fall in love again
It's a sin, I just can't win

It's like we were both stupid fools
And ignorance and hatred rule
'Til our worn-out brains
It's the same old songs of pain

And I been through life like a comedy
Everybody laughin' at me
Tryin' to kick me out of reality
One foot in heaven, the other in hell
I could just kill

It feels as if time is on my side
It's just the beginning of Star Wars
And I wish I had a girl
Or even a whore

It seems as if the road just goes on and on
I'm gonna write a letter to my friend Ron
And my dad is outside mowin' the lawn
'Til the dawn