"Still Let You Down" lyrics

I'm where I want to be, don't make an enemy mad
I wasn't listening, it's just a rule that I have
You're turning into me, I'm making everything bad
I want a family, and we're just standing around
Uh

Honey, I'm running to hold you now
But I still let you down
Honey, I'll hold you now
But I still let you down

You're feeling worse again, I'm gonna turn it around
I'm up the wall again, your mind's spinnin' out
I'm not trying to break it
But I'm not gonna make this
Uh

Honey, I'm running to hold you now
But I still let you down
Honey, I'll hold you now
But I still let you down

Holding on
Will only come at least it's not
Your hold
I let it go
Holding on
Will only come at least it's not
Your hold
I let it go
Told myself
No, I won't let you down
Holding on
Will only come at least it's not
Your hold
I let it go
Holding on
It's all on me
Holding on
It's all on me
No, I won't let you down