"it's been so hard to sleep these days..." lyrics

You're just not what I needed
(But in the end, you know, it's just like
I can't stop thinking about you
Isn't that funny?)

You're just not what I needed
I was in love and you were conceited
I lie awake 'cause I hate when I dream
I would rather be dead than live while I know that you're breathing
You made me tired of sleeping
So I'm staying up

Awake for once, don't think about it now
I did too much, think I'm spiraling down
I got marks on my arms and I feel nothing at all
You'd tell me it's harmful but once you are gone
From my memory
I'll try to be a better me

You're just not what I needed
I was in love and you were conceited
I lie awake 'cause I hate when I dream
I would rather be dead than live while I know that you're breathing
You made me tired of sleeping
So I'm staying up