"Still Waiting" lyrics

I hope you're satisfied
My tear-stained pillows never seem to dry
You're on my mind
I can't escape you when I close my eyes
It's a losing game, mm
Can I catch a break? Yeah

So if you're moving on
Telling all our secrets to some girl
I hope that she's the one
Fixing everything that I've undone
You never took the time
To check that I'm alright

You pulled the trigger on our love
But I still want you to be mine
Oh, woah, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
And I get bitter just because
You've been moving on with your life
Yeah

But I'm still waiting (Waiting)
Patient (Patient)
Oh, I'm still waiting
For your call to light up my phone

I took some therapy
'Cause everybody told me this was deep
The way I'm stuck on you
Even when you say you don't want me
Feels like such a waste
Throwing this away

By next year (Next year) I'll be laughing with another man
Hopefully I'll finally understand
What it means to be
Standing on my own feet

You pulled the trigger on our love
But I still want you to be mine
Oh, woah, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
And I get bitter just because
You've been moving on with your life
Mm

But I'm still waiting (Waiting)
Patient (Patient)
Oh, I'm still waiting
For your call to light up my phone

I hate it
The way you're fading
But I'll be waiting
For your call to light up my phone

Picture you running back, calling my name
Wondering if I will see you again
I'll be just sitting here numbing the pain
While I'm patient, waiting