"I Want To Be Lost" lyrics

I wanna be lost and never be found
I wanna take hold of the helm of my ship and just run it aground
I wanna be torn, unsure of the way
I wanna stand at the fork and not know where the right choices lay

I wanna be lost, the boundaries crossed
Don't bother looking for me; if you need me, I've gone to be lost

Put me far from the path, my footing unsure
Don't wanna know how the story will end; if I fail or endure
I want into the wild, the wildest of woods
Maybe I'll make some outrageous mistakes I'd not otherwise [?]

For all the people who were there for me and all the people who care for me
I'll leave a note on the door: "If you want me, I've gone to be lost"

When the night falls on the strip malls
All in line
Will the time come where I end up
Laying my familiar life by the wayside?
And finding I'm lost

So set me astray, my bearings all thrown
Let me look for some flicker of light beyond the unknown
I wanna be lost across a frontier
I wanna stand at the edge of the cliff and to feel my own fear

I wanna be lost, and all tempest-tossed
I've gone long enough feeling certain, I want to be lost

In the endings of my wendings
Far from home
Will you see me and believe me:
All my life a wayward light was within me?
It's time I got lost
It's time I got lost
I wanna be lost

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