"Going Under" lyrics

The song goes down and my heart goes with it
You're not around but I still feel it
The summer heat naked as a desert
Promised me we'd stay this way forever
But the space you left is all I noticed
And fading facts 'cause I miss floating with
You

It feels like I'm going under
'Cause I know you're holding another
I'm climbing a riptide
You're meeting her outside
And it feels like
Yeah it feels like
It feels like I'm going under
'Cause I know she's under your covers
While I'm crashing over
You're pulling her closer
And it feels like
Yeah it feels like
I'm going under

No amount of therapy sessions
Can make me understand this lesson
And tell me why [?] burning
A thousand fires won't stop this hurting
And all my cards are on the table
And I wish you'd try but you're not able
To talk it out or talk at all
But further I gotta fall

And it feels like I'm going under
'Cause I know you're holding another
I'm climbing a riptide
You're meeting her outside
And it feels like
Yeah it feels like
It feels like I'm going under
'Cause I know she's under your covers
While I'm crashing over
You're pulling her closer
And it feels like
Yeah it feels like
I'm going under

How can you be this okay
It makes me sick that you walked away
You gave up quick like it was fake
But in my head there's no escape
How can you be this okay
I know it will hit you hard one day
I think that we both know it's true
But by then I'll be long over
You

And it feels like I'm going under
'Cause I know you're holding another
I'm climbing a riptide
You're meeting her outside
And it feels like
Yeah it feels like
It feels like I'm going under
'Cause I know she's under your covers
While I'm crashing over
You're pulling her closer
And it feels like
Yeah it feels like
I'm going under