"crying in august" lyrics

I get it
I know you didn't want me to deal with your problems
But you're apart of me now
And I have to deal with what you left behind

I wanna see what it does, if it doesn't affect us
We got a buzz, but it doesn't connect us
Bleed on the couch, but it dries like a tattoo
Free in the moment, lookin' at you

I don't wanna see you anymore
But maybe, I just don't want you to see me
I never had a fucking enemy, but
You feel like a fucking enemy to me

You were my best friend, yeah, right
I don't really feel like best friends, turned to enemies overnight
You live in a fantasy, not real life (Real life)
I'm all right but tonight

I had a dream of waking up
It was fresh breathe, I needed
So what's the next step?
I haven't moved in a week, It's a first step
You had a thing for me deep
That's the worst part, I kinda miss that
I'd never choose anything over you
But, this pain got me down
I don't know how you could reverse that

But we did it anyways
Tell your dad it was a phase
He'll be happy that I left
While you're wishing that I stayed
It's such a bummer we broke up this summer

Every time we fight, I'll be honest
I'm entertained
I tried to be honest, lied anyway
I'm crying in august
I shouldn't be crying in august
No, I shouldn't be crying in august

See what it does if it doesn't affect us
We got a buzz but it doesn't connect us
Bleed on the couch but it dries like a tattoo
Free in the moment, lookin' at you
Weed in my hand but my hand is a statue
Breathe when I can but I can't lookin' at you
She not afraid but I am that's the bad news
That's the bad news oh-oh

Woah, I want to know where I can go
When she's not around, so I won't drown (Drown)
Bad on my own (My own)
Sat on my phone
Feel like a million minutes, and she couldn't fix it

I said okay, okay
Twitter is a cesspool
Said that I'm a man, so I'm really just a sex tool
I am not a fan, I got other interests too
When I can, Imma do a internet cleanse
When I can—

I'ma focus on my body
Sign up for pilates
I don't wanna flex, but I used to do karate
Go easy on the latte (Latte)
No sugar on the latte
But I don't wanna change, I wanna

See what it does if it doesn't affect us
We got a buzz but it doesn't connect us
Bleed on the couch but it dries like a tattoo
Free in the moment, lookin' at you
Weed in my hand but my hand is a statue
Breathe when I can but I can't lookin' at you
She not afraid but I am that's the bad news
That's the bad news oh-oh

I don't wanna see you anymore
But maybe I just don't want you to see me
I never had a fucking enemy, but
You feel like a fucking enemy to me