"Where To Run" lyrics
Yea, I'm lost in the dark, nowhere left to run
But I'm still breathing, barely
I'm alive but I'm dead
As I'm lying on this bed
Trying to sleep all I think
Is the wild shit I did
All the thoughts keep prying at my head
Can't believe all the dreams that I let
Go, fade into fears that I fed
Every tear that I shed
No amount of meds
Can fix the pain that I bled
All mistakes that I made
Between the guilt and regret
Is a life time of debt
Ain't no sleep, just the sweat
From the nightmares that I dreamt
I'm a fiend for what's left
The anguish is painful
The pages I ripped out my life
To escape all this mess
Only made this shit worse
I had to face it head first
I got a gift but tucked inside that wrapping
There's a grave curse
The more that I go through
The colder I become
I'm hoping for a miracle
My shoulders hold a ton
It's too much that I carry
And the pain has just begun
I feel like this is it
I don't know where to run
I just hope it's almost done
Cuz the weight is too much
I'm alone and I'm crushed
Do you know what it's like
Trying to live in this life
And not knowing where you're going
So you're pissed and just might
Snap at any minute
Grab a gun with a magazine in it
Life is short but the mag is extended
Click clack, sit back and just end it
Leave a note and just hope
They can channel my spirit
And when I happen to visit
From that magical prism
Just to tell you here's my ass you can kiss it
I've been having this vision
Since I sat at a distance
And battled addictions
I didn't tackle ambitions
I transitioned from rap
To black jack and some bitches
Now I lost half my position
But I'm back on a mission
I hope the fans are still listening
I want you to know
I'll never leave you again
Unless a casket and Denace
Sitting inside with his body as stiff as his dick was
When he was still alive kicking and getting dissed by his critics
I'm here to stay and I ain't leaving this business again you bitches
The only way out of this shit is when I'm dead in a clinic
(Tell me, I'm still the one
That you, that you want
Tell me...)
I don't know where to run
I don't know where to run
I feel like this is it
I don't know where to run
The more that I go through
The colder I become
I'm hoping for a miracle
My shoulders hold a ton
It's too much that I carry
And the pain has just begun
I feel like this is it
I don't know where to run
I just hope it's almost done
Cuz the weight is too much
I'm alone and I'm crushed
With the curse that I was gifted
Every day's a struggle man but
I came way too far to just, give up
But I'm still breathing, barely
I'm alive but I'm dead
As I'm lying on this bed
Trying to sleep all I think
Is the wild shit I did
All the thoughts keep prying at my head
Can't believe all the dreams that I let
Go, fade into fears that I fed
Every tear that I shed
No amount of meds
Can fix the pain that I bled
All mistakes that I made
Between the guilt and regret
Is a life time of debt
Ain't no sleep, just the sweat
From the nightmares that I dreamt
I'm a fiend for what's left
The anguish is painful
The pages I ripped out my life
To escape all this mess
Only made this shit worse
I had to face it head first
I got a gift but tucked inside that wrapping
There's a grave curse
The more that I go through
The colder I become
I'm hoping for a miracle
My shoulders hold a ton
It's too much that I carry
And the pain has just begun
I feel like this is it
I don't know where to run
I just hope it's almost done
Cuz the weight is too much
I'm alone and I'm crushed
Do you know what it's like
Trying to live in this life
And not knowing where you're going
So you're pissed and just might
Snap at any minute
Grab a gun with a magazine in it
Life is short but the mag is extended
Click clack, sit back and just end it
Leave a note and just hope
They can channel my spirit
And when I happen to visit
From that magical prism
Just to tell you here's my ass you can kiss it
I've been having this vision
Since I sat at a distance
And battled addictions
I didn't tackle ambitions
I transitioned from rap
To black jack and some bitches
Now I lost half my position
But I'm back on a mission
I hope the fans are still listening
I want you to know
I'll never leave you again
Unless a casket and Denace
Sitting inside with his body as stiff as his dick was
When he was still alive kicking and getting dissed by his critics
I'm here to stay and I ain't leaving this business again you bitches
The only way out of this shit is when I'm dead in a clinic
(Tell me, I'm still the one
That you, that you want
Tell me...)
I don't know where to run
I don't know where to run
I feel like this is it
I don't know where to run
The more that I go through
The colder I become
I'm hoping for a miracle
My shoulders hold a ton
It's too much that I carry
And the pain has just begun
I feel like this is it
I don't know where to run
I just hope it's almost done
Cuz the weight is too much
I'm alone and I'm crushed
With the curse that I was gifted
Every day's a struggle man but
I came way too far to just, give up
