"Honestly" lyrics

She grabs a handful of snowflakes
To mask the cold as her heart breaks
She's crying now the writing's on the wall
She's watching holiday outtakes
Coming up his mistakes
She knows that there is nothing left at all

Remember you said, you'd stand
By me, in battlefields
Remember when you held me
All night long

I can't believe that now you're gone
I miss the things that you did wrong
All the things I didn't say
Take me back to yesterday
Now I'm lying here alone
Waiting for you to come home
All the things I didn't say
Take me back to yesterday

She pushes everyone away now
'Cause they just don't understand her
The medication doesn't work
It takes a while to kick in anyway

Remember you said, you'd stand by me
In battlefields
Remember when you held me
All night long

I can't believe that now you're gone
I miss the things that you did well
All the things I didn't say
Take me back to yesterday
Now I'm lying here alone
Waiting for you to come home
I've kinda lost my senses
Let me in with false pretenses
Kicking down these emotional fences
Can't let go

Can't help my obsessive fixation
Feel my anger and frustrations
Leaving scars for your reaction

I can't believe that now you're gone
I miss the things that you did wrong
All the things I didn't say
Take me back
Honestly
I'm not your enemy
Not your enemy, not your enemy
Honestly
I'm not your enemy
Not your enemy, not your enemy