"Melancholia" lyrics

I feel a sadness so familiar
I can't begin to climb out
The happiness I began to feel
Is shreds of smiles filled with doubt
Walk my road
Drown my sorrows
In pointless media
My affection is borrowed
From emotionless touch

Yeah, what will I become
When my heavy heart leaves me oh
Left alone with everything that I could be
If the melancholy brought on by the rain
Could leave me now and never come back again
Who will I be left with
Who will I be left with

I can't begin to tell you how sick
I am waiting for the end of this
The waves of depression It ebbs and flows
Like an ocean, what do I believe
Without my confidence I know my joy is in the now
But time becomes my biggest enemy
Is this the process of healing?

Yeah, what will I become
When my heavy heart leaves me oh
Left alone with everything that I could be
If the melancholy brought on by the rain
Could leave me now and never come back again
Who will I be left with

Who will I be left with
Who will I be left with

No
No

Where can I begin
How can I begin again
I'll find myself
Put it back together
I'll get better

Yeah, what will I become
Yeah, what will I become

Yeah, what will I become
When my heavy heart leaves me oh
Left alone with everything that I could be
If the melancholy brought on by the rain
Could leave me now and never come back again
Who will I be left with