"faint of heart" lyrics

I'm not for the faint of heart
Killed it, I ain't even start
Don't wanna see me win, too bad
We're a little past that part
Hahaha

Yes
I'm insane in the best way
We all know they hate & emulate the next day
We all got pain and it's hard to hide
I can feel in the way you criticize

Even when I'm low I spiral up
Taught me how to chill, fill my own cup
I'm a hidden gem
Cynics didn't know any better
I've forgiven them
They didn't know any better
Had to disappoint 'cause I just do me
Barely care for advice baby truthfully
I'm a hidden gem
Cynics didn't know any better
I've forgiven them
I've forgiven them

I'm not for the faint of heart
Killed it, I ain't even start
Don't wanna see me win, too bad
We're a little past that part
Hahaha

Even when I'm low I spiral up
Taught me how to chill, fill my own cup
I'm a hidden gem
Cynics didn't know any better
I've forgiven them
They didn't know any better
Had to disappoint 'cause I just do me
Barely care for advice baby truthfully
I'm a hidden gem
Cynics didn't know any better
I've forgiven them
I've forgiven them

You don't mean nothing to be in the most peaceful way
Sending you off with love and light, have a blessed day
Randoms leaving hate
Unevolved, lacking taste, lacking class, shaming me for showing ass
Showing who you really are
Immature, trash, disgraceful
Sucking up my energy, still fucking ungrateful

How you fucking ungrateful?

Even when I'm low I spiral up
Taught me how to chill, fill my own cup
I'm a hidden gem
Cynics didn't know any better
I've forgiven them
They didn't know any better
Had to disappoint 'cause I just do me
Barely care for advice baby truthfully