"September" lyrics

When I'm alone I think it's over
When I'm alone I think I'm fine
Yeah I'm feeling lower this September
All that I know is in my mind

Can't make it up so I'm down
Feel like I'm 'bout to go drown inside my thoughts
And I'm just looking around
Feel like they never gonna know just what it cost

Lost and running my mind
Thoughts a dozen a time
Cost a bundle to find
One last breath

I thought i'm living a lie
Best to give it a try
Ask to minimalize
Past regrets

My mind drifting, the time hitting a new page
Lost living and caught sinning, but who pays?
Tossed into the fire like a new flame
On cinema live, like I'm Bruce Wayne

Cost into effect
Off living direct
Mind tend to deflect
And if not it reflect

Thoughts bending the threat
Jaws locked in a sweat
Cars all on my neck
Until I'm outta my check

Running from the starlight
Cop cars, but we ain't finna talk right
Love scars Ima see 'em when it's alright
Go ahead and pick up the phone to see its all hyped

So Ima just lay here
Go and close my eyes I'm 'bout to play fear
If it's hot outside just know it ain't here
Know what's on my mind but I don't waste tears

What I'm tryna find I'm 'bout to run it down
Rather seek than hide and get the run around
But I can't decide
So Ima close my eyes

When I'm alone I think it's over
When I'm alone I think I'm fine
Yeah I'm feeling lower this September
All that I know is in my mind

Can't make it up so I'm down
Feel like I'm 'bout to go drown inside my thoughts
And I'm just looking around
Feel like they never gonna know just what it cost