"Grieving" lyrics

Don't know where to go, but I need to get out
Tried to tell you what I'm thinking, but the voice is too loud
I don't really fucking care what they all think now
How you handing me the keys when you know I'll crash out, out, out
Let's just go back to when this was a perfect house, house, house
I know you don't believe these words out of my mouth, out of my mouth
I let everything out, I'm bleeding
Walking around this town, but I'm sleeping
Head on my shoulder like you're weeping
Now I'm grieving

Now I'm grieving again, oh
Everyday I think about how you laying six feet
Wasn't part of who I was, I can lie through my teeth
Now I'm grieving again, oh
Everyday I think about how you laying six feet
Spiderwebs on the pillow, hope you visit my dreams

You say I'm bipolar, tears fall down your shoulder
I'll be there to hold her, watch my eyes roll over
They don't fuck with me, but so what?
Cold blood dripping on this old rug
When you six feet deep, no love
Why you talking like that? Don't rush
I'll betray you, you don't like no trust
Paranoid, but I say I'm focused
No heart baby girl, I'm soulless
Turn my body into ashes or dust

Now you're grieving again, oh
Everyday you think about how I'm laying six feet
Wasn't part of who I was, I can lie through my teeth
Now you're grieving again, oh
Everyday you think about how I'm laying six feet
Spiderwebs on the pillow, hope I visit your dreams