"I Could Die Today" lyrics

Running around in circles think I'm going insane
Got a .45, put it right to my brain
I got no friends but your girl know my name
I know she don't love me but I'm not going to change for her
I'm gon' throw my life away
I won't cry today
I could die today and you won't know
I need to find a way
I'm gon' get out this place
I will not leave a trace so you won't know

Running around in circles think I'm going insane
Got a .45, put it right to my brain
I got no friends but your girl know my name
I know she don't love me but I'm not going to change for her
I'm gon' throw my life away
I won't cry today
I could die today and you won't know
I need to find a way
I'm gon' get out this place
I will not leave a trace so you won't know

I try to love you but my heart froze
I can see you're hurting with a blindfold
They turn their backs I keep the blinds closed
Pressure and anxiety I can't fold
Please don't turn your back on me
Our love is a masterpiece
You don't have to sadden me just don't let go
Sometimes it's hard to breath
You left me a casualty
I don't know who cares for me
I feel so cold
Baby, pull up, tell me everything will be alright
Told me that I'm worthless baby, but that never made me cry

Running around in circles think I'm going insane
Got a .45, put it right to my brain
I got no friends but your girl know my name
I know she don't love me but I'm not going to change for her
I'm gon' throw my life away
I won't cry today
I could die today and you won't know
I need to find a way
I'm gon' get out this place
I will not leave a trace so you won't know