"blackout" lyrics

I tell you that I'm just fine, when there's a bomb goin' off inside my mind
What can I do to feel alright? I've been stuck in place just rehearsing lines
(Yeah-yeah, yeah)

I'm so stuck on what to do, should I give a fuck or just get through?
Try to ignore it all but it's no use, is there a way out? I don't have a clue

I've got a headache and I think that I'mma blackout
Too many mistakes bottled up, drowning in self doubt
I don't feel awake and I don't know what I can say now
Wish I could retake all those times I was a let down

I can't escape from my grave (from my grave), It's too late (It's too late)
In disarray, I'm in pain (I'm in pain), lost my way (lost my way)
Avoiding reflection won't change your direction
You want intervention but fall to the tension
Of plastic conventions that aren't worth the mention
You're spiralling down there's no way of prevention

I've got a headache and I think that I'mma blackout (blackout)
Too many mistakes bottled up, drowning in self doubt
I don't feel awake and I don't know what I can say now
Wish I could retake all those times I was a let down, oh