"rhetorical" lyrics

(Afterdusk)
(4NGEL)

I, I've been wasting time
Tryna make you mine (Mine)
But there's nothing you can do
I can't get over you
I see it all pass by
And I question myself, why? (Why?)
Why can't I just get through?
My heart's so split in two

'Cause I'm still searching for myself
I wanna run away from everybody else
Been trapped in a loop for so damn long
I wish that I could move on
I don't wanna ask for help
I wanna go somewhere that they could never tell
Singing the same damn stupid songs
Can't fix it all, I'm so done

I can't make a move
I got something to prove but I don't know what to do
Every time you talk, I just start to lose my cool
But I know that I can't have you, girl, I'm being such a fool
Got nothing to say
I just want a way that I can do it all again
The hurt, it never ends
Every day it's getting worse, I think I'm done playing pretend

'Cause I'm still searching for myself
I wanna run away from everybody else
Been trapped in a loop for so damn long
I wish that I could move on
I don't wanna ask for help
I wanna go somewhere that they could never tell
Singing the same damn stupid songs
Can't fix it all, I'm so done
(Dusky)