"I Lost" lyrics

I lost my girl, I won't ever heal
I lost my niggas, I won't ever feel
I lost myself and my [?]
Pain in my voice, this is not no fear
[?] that shit hurt, it was too severe
Lost everything, I stare in the mirror (Yeah, yeah)
Won't help your niggas, you a fucking queer
I'm getting big, I'm not drinking beer (Beer)
Man I'm that nigga, you ain't gotta tell me
I lost my bitch, man she kinda felt me (Felt me)
Tryna feel my body, baby, come and smell me (Smell me)
Ksubi jeans so I just Louis belt me (Designer)

I lost my girl, I won't ever heal
I lost my niggas, I won't ever feel
I lost myself and my [?]
Opened my heart, shoulda left it sealed
I feel lost, this shit gettin' real
It took my music nigga, fuck that deal
She don't play basketball but she gon' kneel
I got a family can't even chill
PTSD, I can't even [?]
I lost my girl, I won't ever heal
I lost my niggas, I won't ever feel