"Pick Up Before You Go" lyrics

Pick up before you go
I wanna let it show that I was the one who stayed
I don't wanna see nothing
Don't wanna see a trace of you trying for something so you can save your face, oh

Pick up before you go
I wanna forget everything you made me live
'Cause all I ever did was give what I could give
I was the one betrayed
You were the one unscathed and now look what I've made

I wanna forget everything you
(Pick up, pick, pick up, pick, pick up before you)
(Go, I wanna, I wanna) I wanna let it show that
(Let it show)
I was the one who...
(I was the one betrayed, you were the one unscathed)
I wanna forget everything you made me live
(And now look what I've made)

Giving this some thought
The only thing that drops is my jaw to the floor
'Cause all I ever think of now is how I'm helpless, poor and not at all ready for this outcome

Did I think?
Did I wonder?
Did you return to sender?
'Cause my mind doesn't wander
It threw my thoughts through a blender
Now I'll try to recover all the loose ends
It's the only way I'll ever begin to be the very same person that I wanna be

When I look into the mirror and all I see standing near are empty faces
I take paces back and forth
As I walk out the door and scream

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Do I have some sort of a disease?
And if there's anything to make it worse
I can't get past this fucking curse!

Pick up before you go
I wanna forget everything you made me live
'Cause all I ever did was give what I could give
I was the one betrayed
You were the one unscathed and now look what I've made

I wanna forget everything you
(Pick up, pick, pick up, pick, pick up before you)
(Go, I wanna, I wanna) I wanna let it show that
(Let it show)
I was the one who...
(I was the one betrayed, you were the one unscathed)
I wanna forget everything you made me live
(And now look what I've made)