"North Road" lyrics

I guess I went a little crazy when we finished school
But I cannot remember all the words I said to you before I flew the coop
I've been triangulating to find myself manipulating the trust you put in me
To not pack up and leave

I need to get this off my chest
2-3-4

Drunk in the dark on north road
I never should have weaponized when I felt low
I don't blame you for telling me to go
I'll walk home alone, alone

You were gone inside
I was only there to pass the time
Those chemically made eyes they trap me in this lie
Self sabotaging choices made, where all my thoughts end up this late
You should go home, oh just go home

I need to get this off my chest

Drunk in the dark on north road
I never should have weaponized when I felt low
I don't blame you for telling me to go
I'll walk home alone, alone

The kiss, by the waterfall
I thought I learned to love but not at all

Darcy we've been over this
The person that you think that I am just does not exist
I know you're wishing that things would change
(Or that things could change)
Bury your head, just act your fucking age

Drunk in the dark on north road
Drunk in the dark on north road
I never should have weaponized when I felt low
I don't blame you for telling me to go
I'll walk home alone, alone