"Dial Tone" lyrics

Hello, I was calling just to tell you goodbye
I been dealing with some shit I can't hide
Tonight, nothing's gonna save me at all
I been feeling shit that you can't fix with a bandage
Here inside my head, I'm left alone and abandoned
Different kinda pain, but no one else understands it
You'll be missing more than a call

I ain't holding on
Why does no one listen? Guess it doesn't really matter
Dead end road I'm on
I ain't gonna fix it, I'm just gonna let it shatter
If you just pick up, I won't break down
It's too late now, it's over
I ain't holding on
Dying here alone at the end of a dial tone

Yeah, I know
It's probably hard to hear me through all the smoke
I ain't been good to myself and I know
I shouldn't look for happy pills in a bottle
It's the only way I deal with tomorrow

I ain't holding on
Why does no one listen? Guess it doesn't really matter
Dead end road I'm on
I ain't gonna fix it, I'm just gonna let it shatter
If you just pick up, I won't break down
It's too late now, it's over
I ain't holding on
Dying here alone at the end of a dial tone

I ain't holding on
Why does no one listen? Guess it doesn't really matter
Dead end road I'm on
I ain't gonna fix it, I'm just gonna let it shatter
If you just pick up, I won't break down
It's too late now, it's over
I ain't holding on
Dying here alone at the end of a dial tone