"From The Outside" lyrics

Some nights I just wanna put my fist
Right through that mirror on the wall
The only time that I feel like myself
Is one shot from face down on the floor
Got too much pride for therapy
Damn, life of the party is all they say

But looking from the outside
They can't feel the pain that I've been fighting
Looking from the outside
They can't hear the voice in my head lying
Saying "I'm never gonna be, never gonna be anything"
Why you give a damn? Why you trying anyway?
Can't see that I have lost my mind
They probably think I'm fine
Looking from the outside

Most nights I get so high
Just to crash and burn 'cause it makes me feel like
Half of me is on the edge
The other half is wondering when
I'm gonna let go, let go

But looking from the outside
They can't feel the pain that I've been fighting
Looking from the outside
They can't hear the voice in my head lying
Saying "I'm never gonna be, never gonna be anything"
Why you give a damn? Why you trying anyway?
Can't see that I have lost my mind
They probably think I'm fine
Looking from the outside
Looking from the outside

But looking from the outside
They can't feel the pain that I've been fighting
Looking from the outside
They can't hear the voice in my head lying
Saying "I'm never gonna be, never gonna be anything"
Why you give a damn? Why you trying anyway?
Can't see that I have lost my mind
They probably think I'm fine
Looking from the outside
Looking from the outside