"Real To Me" lyrics

I been let down
Shut out by the ones that said they'd always be there for me
And I swear, my nightmares came true in a way that you'd never believe
Saw love up and leave, I'm undone, and it seems
I'm all alone, tried numbing the pain with damn near everything
Thought it'd go away, but damn it don't

Won't someone save me, save me now
Before I'm six feet under
Trade me, trade me out
This one life for another
All the weight and all the hate I feel
Is it too late to find a way to heal?
I'm hiding the hurt so you can't see
But it's real to me

I can't outrun what's already been done
Why can I only breathe when there's smoke up in my lungs
I can see straight and forget us
But then it starts to fade and it's too much

Someone save me, save me now
Before I'm six feet under
Trade me, trade me out
This one life for another
All the weight and all the hate I feel
Is it too late to find a way to heal?
I'm hiding the hurt so you can't see
But it's real to me

Save me, save me now
Before I'm six feet under
Trade me, trade me out
This one life for another
All the weight and all the hate I feel
Is it too late to find a way to heal?
I'm hiding the hurt so you can't see
But it's real to me