"Beautiful Misery" lyrics

Misery
Why have you always been so good to me
You've always been my only ride or die
Side by side
Oh You are so good to me
Beautiful Misery

Under the weight of my invading deep depression
I'm losing sane against the gravity of life
And with anxiety in every conversation
Earning it to learn how to survive
Because of you
I put the violence in submission
Because of you
I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid
Because of you, I am adapted to the vicious
And this pain
It keeps me wide awake

Misery
Why have you always been so good to me
You've always been my only ride or die
Side by side
Oh You are so good to me
Beautiful Misery

I feel the pressure crawling under my skin
All these voices in my head
They keep me safe from within
It's like I'm trapped up in a prison
We are one and the same
All I want is some peace
Just to live for a day

Someone tell me what it's like to feel
I go deep cold cuts but the knife is real
This life is real, talkin with the beast within
Wonder who I gotta kill when I pierce the skin
This life of sin, everybody wants a piece
All up in my fucking face what you want from me
I want to bleed
Sick of all the trife and greed
Tell me why my fucking sadness has to taste so sweet?

Misery
Why have you always been so good to me
You've always been my only ride or die
Side by side
Oh You are so good to me
Beautiful Misery

This is the chaos and I cannot avoid it
Rebuilt this temple while you fucking destroyed it
This is the chaos and I cannot avoid it
Rebuilt this temple and you fucking destroyed it
This is the chaos and I cannot avoid it
Rebuilt this temple and you fucking destroyed it

Misery
Why have you always been so good to me
You've always been my only ride or die
Side by side
Oh You are so good to me
Beautiful Misery

Oh you are so good to me
Beautiful Misery

Oh you are so good to me
Beautiful Misery