"LITHIUM" lyrics

Yeah, I don't what makes you think that I could fight this off
Like the noise and every fucking time I tried to stop
I'm so sick of this stupid part where I wag it off
I put my faith in anything, but keep disguising God
I found myself caught in the maze (caught in the maze)
Tried to find me, but I'm lost in the lithium (lost in the lithium)
Why does it hurt if I can't feel a thing? (Can't feel a thing?)
Killing myself, but at least I've been living some
Fuck, I got a calmness in my bones, I got everything I want
How come I don't feel okay? I think something inside broke
Need a fix that'll fix what's in my soul

All my demons call my name
Disguise my God, award my faith
Tear my wings off, 'cause all I pray
Cast my loneliness away

Getting a Percocet to put these nerves to rest, I'm a nervous wreck
And the ones who barely know me think I'm blessed
But inside the chest I'm hallow, questioning the things I follow
Turning that bottle into my gospel, telling me not to trust these snakes that hide inside the flesh
If it's a test, then I fail 'cause I can see through the veil
If this escape is a [?], then why's it feel like it's jail?
Why am I so comfortable? I [?]
I'm feeling crazy, playing [?], and is someone there? (Is someone there?)
Yeah, I got a calmness in my bones, I got everything I want
How come I don't feel okay? I think something inside broke
Need a fix that'll fix what's in my soul

All my demons call my name
Disguise my God, award my faith
Tear my wings off, 'cause all I pray
Cast my loneliness away

[?] calling me
Cast my loneliness away!