"Yesterday" lyrics

I doubt I'd make my parents proud
If only they knew how
I cope with how I feel
And I lay awake, I get no sleep
My thoughts, they bother me
And nobody can tell, but

Ooh, I never cried myself to sleep, but I did yesterday
Ooh, I said I'd never fall, I think that I'm falling
And I just can't get up
Ooh, I never forced myself to laugh, but I did yesterday
Ooh, I said I'm doing fine, I think that I'm lying
And I just might give up

In hopes of one day feeling like I'd finally be enough
I took a chance on myself, fell in love (Oh, yeah, I did)
I'm trying, trying, trying but you [?]
I can't get up, and I know that I
Just let you down, I let myself get way too deep
In all the things I said I'd never do, but I did worse
I'll never be the same
And nobody can tell, but

Ooh, I never cried myself to sleep, but I did yesterday
Ooh, I said I'd never fall, I think that I'm falling
And I just can't get up
Ooh, I never forced myself to laugh, but I did yesterday
Ooh, I said I'm doing fine, I think that I'm lying
And I just might give up