"Bad Name" lyrics

Did I drop my mind
Or was it already gone?
Taking all this time
Waiting for someone

'Cause you kept hurting me
Why is this happening?
You promised you would change
But it all stayed the same
You gave me a bad name
You gave me a bad name

I came back stronger
You drove me crazy
Everything was messy
Felt so amazing
Now who will be there for me?
Not that it was ever you
When you say it's beautiful
You say it's awful, too

I don't wanna
Turn to someone else
This is a nightmare, but
I'm so much better now

'Cause you kept hurting me
Why is this happening?
You promised you would change
But it all stayed the same
You gave me a bad name
You gave me a bad name

Though it's never been really good in the first place
I tend to think everyone I know will leave one day
And even though it's so hard, you hating on my name
Feeding into you leaves me mouth now with a bad taste
And I can't wash it out or even drink it down
It's like you're always here right when I hit the ground
And though I thought you saved me, I let you erase me
Let you in too deep, you tore me open, baby

'Cause you kept hurting me
Why is this happening?
You promised you would change
But it all stayed the same
You gave me a bad name
You gave me a bad name