"Black Balloons" lyrics

Spent the day in my own broken head
Living for people who wish I was dead
I should get the fuck out of my room
Dig my own grave so my friends don't have to

I'm barely breathing, suffering season
Or maybe it's me and
I'm at the pity party of my dreams

Can't eat your cake if it's rotten
Don't drink the punch 'cause it's toxic
Everyone here is of my own delusion
I'm all alone blowing up black balloons

Ha-a-a-a, ha-a-ha-ha-a
I'm all a-
I'm all alone
I'm all alone blowing up black balloons

I'm not even gonna fight it
So sorry, but you're uninvited
It's me, myself and I like it
The sad bitch in me got a tight grip
Knee deep in the crazy got me gossiping with shadows
Someone should restrain me, I'll be happy in the madhouse

I'm barely breathing, suffering season
Or maybe it's me and
I'm at the pity party of my dreams (Hahahaha)

Can't eat your cake if it's rotten
Don't drink the punch 'cause it's toxic
Everyone here is of my own delusion
I'm all alone blowing up black balloons
Tables are set for disaster
Banner says "You never mattered"
Everyone here is of my own delusion
I'm all alone blowing up black balloons

Ha-a-a-a, ha-a-ha-ha-a
I'm all a-
I'm all alone
I'm all alone blowing up black balloons