"this is how i learn to say no" lyrics

Fuck the apologies, done being sorry for
Wanting the things that I want
I broke my back carrying baggage for strangers
Who only ever did me wrong

Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing?
I look good on my knees
Sucks you're never gonna get me back again
When I got healthy, did that make you hate me?
And now, I'm never losing sleep, I'm over it

This is how I learn to say no
Take your pretty words and go choke
People talk shit, say they're gonna get better
I hold my breath, I can't hold it forever
This is how I learn to say no

All of the butterflies turn into vicious lies
I'd rather be on my own
Tired of people being sad, told my mom to leave my dad
Sometimes you just gotta go

Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing?
I look good on my knees
Sucks you're never gonna get me back again
When I got healthy, did that make you hate me?
And now, I'm never losing sleep, I'm over it

This is how I learn to say no
Take your pretty words and go choke
People talk shit, say they're gonna get better
I hold my breath, I can't hold it forever
This is how I learn to say no
(This is how I learn to say no)

I think what we proved is that we are family, and no matter what, we're always gonna be a fucking family