"Ceiling" lyrics

There ain't that much holding me up
I redden my eyes at pictures of us
We all run out of time, we run out of luck
But I wasn't ready for you to hang up
I wanna hear your voice and feel your love
Tell you a joke and give you a hug
But we ran out of time, we ran out of luck
And I wasn't ready for you to hang up

Some days I see it
Your face there on my bedroom ceiling
I feel your presence when I need it
But it keeps me at my weakest
And I still need it

Hating the world for being the same
For carrying on like nothing has changed
Everything's wrong and out of its place
And it's only me taking the weight
I wanna scream at 'em all at the top of my voice
Drag 'em all down into my void
It's only me taking the weight
And nobody knows that everything's changed

Oh, I see it
Your face there on my bedroom ceiling
I feel your presence when I need it
But it keeps me at my weakest
And I still need it
And I still need it
And I still, and I still
And I still need it
Yeah, and I still, and I still need it

You're on the other side
We carry on like nothing matters it ain't right
You're always on my mind
You're always on my mind
You're always on my
You're always on my mind
You're always

Some days I see it
Your face there on my bedroom ceiling
I feel your presence when I need it
But it keeps me at my weakest
And I still need it