"This Time Next Year" lyrics

"This Time Next Year"

This house still smells of you
[?] my clothes, too soon
But I just can't escape
Can we heal this break?
Your shoes, still at our door
My hope left on the floor
'Cause you need time to think
What does that even mean
They are just try to tell me
That I can deal with this
And that by this time next year
Maybe I won't miss you

And I can't keep this secret
'Cause my eyes are always red
If only I could sleep
Just lyin' on this bed

But we don't need the stress
Don't give me more, or less
My head aches every night
Just don't feel right
I hide away for hours
It's better to pretend
That you're not really gone
That it's not the end, of us

'Cause I can't keep this secret
My eyes are always red
If only I could sleep
Just lyin' on this bed
'Cause I can't keep this secret
My eyes are always red
If only I could sleep
Just lyin' on this bed

And maybe this time next year
I'll still be lyin'
I'll still be lyin' on this bed