"Rehearsing Myself" lyrics

I been getting tired of looking into the mirror and seeing myself
Nitpicking my flaws, even all of the walls that I've put up didn't help
'Cause sometimes I don't recognize my face, I'm in the room but in a different place
I've been getting tired of meeting new people and rehearsing myself

I've been trying, I've been crying
I've been wondering if I can't be

I can't be new to me, could I be new to you?
But could you, could you make me feel like I'm understood?
'Cause up in my own head I'm on my own again
So could you, could you make me feel like I wish I could?

Just a little, just a little
Could you make me feel like I wish I could?

I'm so tired of wondering what they thought about me
Or if I said something wrong
Overthinking everything, I can't even sleep
'Cause I'm just feeling alone

Just wanna have a new canvass
Nothing written from the past on it
I don't wanna explain myself, I want a new brain
I wanna be someone else

I've been trying, I've been crying
I've been wondering if I can't be

I can't be new to me, could I be new to you?
But could you, could you make me feel like I'm understood?
'Cause up in my own head I'm on my own again
So could you, could you make me feel like I wish I could?
Just a little, just a little
Could you make me feel like I wish I could?

Could I be new to you? Could I be new to you?
Could you make me feel like I'm understood?
'Cause up in my own head I'm on my own again
So could you, could you make me feel like I wish I could?

Just a little, just a little
Could you make me feel like I wish I could?
Just a little, just a little
Could you make me feel like I wish I could?