"Garden Gate Rust" lyrics

Left my name behind the door
Found no traces of the life I wore
Sifting through these empty boxes now
Looking for a way to break this frown
The windowpane is clouded over with gray
Matches won't strike in the middle of the day

Everything feels like a heavy weight
Tied to a clock that is always late
Turning the hand on all our [?]
Fate

Give me something that is solid and real
Let me find a way to learn how to feel
Searching for the pieces on the kitchen shelf
Far away from any version of myself
Just give me something that is solid and real

Rust is climbing up the garden gate
Silence growing while the seasons wait
Static hum is coming through the wall
Waiting for the sky or the house to fall
Pockets filled with sand and broken glass
Watching all the buried favors start to pass

Everything feels like a heavy weight
Tied to a clock that is always late
Turning the hand on all our [?]
Fate

Give me something that is solid and real
Let me find a way to learn how to feel
Searching for the pieces on the kitchen shelf
Far away from any version of myself
Just give me something that is solid and real

Told the truth, but heard a different sound
Put my feet back on the freezing ground
One more minute till the shadows start to fade
Looking back at every choice I ever made, ever made

Give me something that is solid and real
Let me find a way to learn how to feel
Searching for the pieces on the kitchen shelf
Far away from any version of myself
Just give me something that is solid and real

[?] solid and real
Find the way now, find the way now
[?] solid and real