"Sunrise In New York" lyrics

I fell asleep in New York, I watch the sunrise
I want you all to myself, I want you untied
And when I'm without your love, I'm feelin' hypnotized
Its either with or without you, but girl I can't decide
I fell asleep in New York, I watch the sunrise
I want you all to myself, I want you untied
And when I'm without your love, I'm feelin' hypnotized
Its either with or without you, but girl I can't decide

See apparitions in my dreams, man they keep me alive
And every time I say I love you, you act so surprised
You know everything about me, the trauma stuck inside
I miss the times you were with me, you stuck right by my side
When pieces of me were dying, you made me feel alive
In the late night I lay anxious when all these thoughts arrive
And every time I look at you, it leaves me mesmerized
Your presence wash away the rain, bring me to paradise

Don't wanna make amends
Feelings they so intense
Take out your own resent
Inside I want revenge
I always end up fighting with you
Shit I can't prevent
Sometimes I act like I don't care, but that's just my defense
I'm at battle with my demons, a war inside my head
So many problems in my mental you can't comprehend

I fell asleep in New York, I watch the sunrise
I want you all to myself, I want you untied
And when I'm without your love, I'm feelin' hypnotized
Its either with or without you, but girl I can't decide
I fell asleep in New York, I watch the sunrise
I want you all to myself, I want you untied
And when I'm without your love, I'm feelin' hypnotized
Its either with or without you, but girl I can't decide

And we can fight for no reason
You change your mood up like the seasons
You cut me open, I been bleeding as of recent
You tell me things, but I'm having trouble believing
Why break each other if nobody's getting even?
Why break each other if nobody's getting even?