"Rockstar" lyrics

I don't know what I try to catch but I see blood in the snow
I've been trying to reach it, I've been trying to follow, but I
Don't know why I'm trying so hard to be something that I can't be

Run into you at New Year's Eve at that party
And you said I seemed fine, you asked me, "How's it going?"
With the songs 'bout every lover that I ever had
I think I knew what you thought, that I'm trying to reach an untouchable dream

Oh, I'll never be the one I want to be
I'll never be a rockstar, I'll never be a hero
Oh, I never threw a TV out the window
I'll never be a rockstar, I'll never be a hero

Wished you a happy new year and a good life too
And now I see everything so clear that you chose a better path than me
And I regret that, I regret that

Oh, I'll never be the one I want to be
I'll never be a rockstar, I'll never be a hero
Oh, I never threw a TV out the window (up out the window)
I'll never be a rockstar, I'll never be a hero (a rockstar, a hero)
Oh, I'll never be the one I want to be (he'll never be the one he wants to be)
I'll never be a rockstar, I'll never be a hero (a hero)
Oh, I never threw a TV out the window
I'll never be a rockstar, I'll never be a hero